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Sick of being judged for someone im not.

by BrookeLee.x 3/14/2013

written by BrookeLee.x

Im new here so im just going to start with family, as they say family comes first.

The 11th of november 1995 was the day I was brought into thisÂ world. Being 2 hoursÂ born and taken away from my parents by a case worker. They say it was for the best, she was a drug addict aswell as an alcoholic and she couldnt look after herself or even support herself so how could she look after me? So I was taken away and put into a foster home not even a day old and straight into a complete strangers house. I obviously didnt know what was going […]

3/14/2013 4 comments

so this is it?

by iamready 10/22/2012

written by iamready

so here i am on the internet rock bottom so to say… first of i am not from america or england so my english will be bad but i need to get this off my chest …

So where to start? the fact that every day i feel worthless a big fat loser with no future unworthy of love? or that almost every night before i go to bed i think on how where and when i could kill myself? oh and dont worry this isnt a sad story its freaking hilarius so lets start i have a decent life i mean shure i only have […]

10/22/2012 0 comment

how do I care less?

by idunno 3/13/2012

written by idunno

Things would be so much easier if I knew how to not care what people think. Im waay to sensitive.

I just wanna be able to open up and let people help.

HOW DO I NOT GIVE A SHT (within reason)Â I am so desperate because I’m in a constant state of paranoia/fear/guilt. My hearts always racing aswell as my thoughts, which hinders my concentration when Im working. I dont eat much at all because the nervousness suppresses my appitite, I dont think this is a panic attack because its always there> I think I have an overactive amygdala, (always wired/startles easily even when anticipating, crys over […]

3/13/2012 1 comment

A new start?

by taintedsoul 1/31/2012

written by taintedsoul

ight as well start with a smiling face because im pretty sure i wont end the journal with it once ive finished writing all this , well as the title says where to begin , i guess i should start with positive , i managed to draw Ezio Auditore de firenze Â even though i think i messed up slightly with the face and hands , but nobodys perfect , at least now i know what to work on which is a positive XD ……trying to think what else is positive , well ive got my birthday in 11 months lol but its going to be […]

1/31/2012 2 comments

On the edge of giving up.

by Peace 9/13/2009

written by Peace

Well, i’ve done it, i have dumped my girlfriend, i wont repost it but you can search for the thread: Feeling weak and pathetic

I decided to give life a 2nd try, life doesnt circle around love yet it hurts alot when you are broken but now it feels like my past is catching up with me again and i am really tierd of being alone..

Im not talking about getting a new girlfriend, i’ve lost a friend due to “love”. I just wanted someone to talk to, someone who i could talk about bunch of things with, someone to speak to when i feel awful and […]

9/13/2009 10 comments