Fooling everyone, telling them she’s having fun.
I really need one of those rooms they put the crazy people in when theyre not allowed to hurt themself. With those cushions on the wall.
I need to stop banging my head to the wall.
I wsh I knew how to act like a normal person.
Maybe I shouldnt wait till D-day. What is stopping me now? Nothing. No one. Â I have no reason to not do it today. I have no reason to never do it. I have no reason to stay.
I wish I had a reason.
I know it will it is just the details I want to fill in. I see knifes and I get ideas. I see my moms diabetic medication and I get ideas. I go to school I walk upon the top of the staircase and I see the bottom and I  get ideas.  I today held a knife and pointed it to my chest. I know I’m not afraid of dying. I’m sick of being treated like shit. I am infected with the misery decease which was stung into my heart by the needle of destruction. I see my money and I see guns online and I […]
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