Everyday I dream of winter. Â The warm blankets wrapped around me, while I stare out at the dark moonlit night, watching snowflakes drift past my window. Â This saddening feeling, of utter loss, while the sky and ground alike form puddles. Â Bending and twisting, falling and repeating, tears roll down my tired, worn out cheeks. Â The door closed behind me, the window open wide. Â A cold wind twists my hair about, ending in a messy curl about my neck. Â Memories slowly happen again before my eyes, reliving past joys. Â This old woman, with tears still in her eyes, smiles sweetly and warmly, before saying goodbye to […]
Beautiful World
It’s a beautiful world we live in
A sweet romantic place
Beautiful people everywhere
The way they show they care makes me want to say
It’s a beautiful world
Oh what a beautiful world
For you
It’s a wonderful time to be here
It’s nice to be alive
Wonderful people everywhere
The way they comb their hair makes me want to say
It’s a wonderful place
Oh what a wonderful place
For you, for you, for you, for you, for you, for you, for you, not me.
~Rage Against The Machine~
I love that so song so much and often I feel like this song so true. I […]
I sit here in amazement as this beautiful world passes on by, just so slow, drifting along, like clouds floating through the sky. I’m seeing the future get created right in front of my eyes, I see so many brilliant people, doing such amazing things. Beautiful things, and everything is just too amazing. The beauty of what is going on is just to much for my undeserving eyes, i want to die, for the fact alone. Life is to amazing, and i’m here. I am undeserving of what has been bestowed on me, people everyday, every second want to die, and do, while i sit […]