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Blindness

It never ends.

by Hesitate 11/29/2013

written by Hesitate

I feel so incredibly guilty. Marked, Branded, Judged. Dirty, filthy on the inside. This is my confessional. I am selfish, I am false, and I am a liar.

I can talk, spill over with words here about her, and what she did. But in the end, after all of the shit and piss and blood of Her, I am the one I am mad at, and I am the one who is guilty.

There are so many things I would rather hide away. Hide from plain sight. My internal wretch, the insufferable Thing I see in the mirror. What people see is false, and I know it. […]

11/29/2013 2 comments

Why did she say this?

by Whydopeoplehurtus 5/26/2013

written by Whydopeoplehurtus

There is a woman.
She has a WONDERFUL life, she is a born negative person, but she has a husband a daughter a dog and her mom is still alive. Well, not as healthy and as fresh as she was before but still alive.
The only thing she misses is her dad. Her dad died, and this tragedy caused an immense negativity towards life for her. She has never seen life as a beautiful thing since then. She just sees it as labyrinth of suffering.
She is so negative that, to her daughter (14 yrs old) trying to answer the question “which day is your […]

5/26/2013 2 comments

My Story

by just a guy 4/27/2013

written by just a guy

Hello,

I’m glad I found this website, if only to vent and see that are other folks in same boat (not that I’m happy about that).

My Story

I’m a 48 year-old male.Â Been diabetic for about 20 years.Â I been somewhat suicidal starting in my teens.Â I grew up in a fucked-up white trash family.Â Mom is a religious freak with little or no employable skills.Â My father has all sorts of mental issues and was quite abusive growing up.Â I decided to move out of state when I was 21 but at the time I getting along OK with my parents.Â I wasn’t kicked out or […]

4/27/2013 3 comments

WTF!

by MichelleJ 1/14/2013

written by MichelleJ

Tomorrow I’m seeing my doctors because they’ve made that decision for me and my grandparents have decided that they will make decisions and support other people’s decisions that have been made for me, even though I haven’t made them. Ok. Do I want to live like this? No. I can’t let some of my family members down. I can’t let myself down especially.. I’m no longer a nice person towards my grandparents. I hate their guts. They’re helpful to me because they have to be. I’m sometimes nice to them because I have to be. My two doctors nearly referred me to the mental staff […]

1/14/2013 0 comment

Cured

by TragedyEnsues 4/19/2012

written by TragedyEnsues

It has stopped. Â The agonizing cries have ceased. Â No longer will I see shadows chasing my footsteps. Â I have materialized once again to bathe myself in a world of love. Â I see smiles and happiness all around me. Â I am beyond thrilled to feel a touch or witness a smile guided in myÂ direction. Â I am a victim no more. Â The sun shines on my face. Â I moisten my lips and wait for it’s beauty to bestow it’s essence upon me.

Yet, Â I cannot feel it’s grace. Â It does not come. Â The faces start to blur and laughter no longer blesses my ears with it’s sound.

The dullness […]

4/19/2012 0 comment