She finally zoned out.  Couldn’t see anything but stars.
A blank, dark and cold place. Â All she wanted was a little space.
She couldn’t breath,couldn’t blink. Just wanted time to think.
Wishing she could turn the clock around and find out what brought her to the brink of destruction.
She saw his gun in his back pocket and wanted to grab it, while her friend in her head told her she can’t have it.
She left the room. Â And ran up the stairs, but the voices followed her,as she felt her tears.