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Chest Pain

Good Morning, Heartache

by xx 3/17/2016

written by xx

For the past 6 or 7 months, I’ve been waking up from bad dreams with a pain and sadness in my chest.

On occasion, I’m even lucky enough to be jolted awake by sobs.

I used to rarely remember my dreams, but now they all feel very real. Sometimes I can’t even tell what was a dream and what wasn’t, so I have to ask my mom if an event actually happened, just to be sure.

Most of the dreams I remember nowadays are very upsetting. Last night, I dreamed I was chatting with an old friend from uni, and we were having a great time, but slowly […]

3/17/2016 21 comments

There Is No Light

by v.c.333 9/15/2015

written by v.c.333

I have been passively suicidal all my life. I know, some say there is no way, but I remember wanting to die at 7. I was not abused overly much. My dad a little to harsh with corporal punishment. My mom never said I was stupid, but she always gave me a look or used a tone that said I was stupid. I guess she had no patience. idk. I was always depressed. Borderline personality I was told once, but never stuck with therapy. I have had more jobs and sexual encounters than I can remember. I just can’t stick with anything. Then get all […]

9/15/2015 15 comments

Anyone Else…?

by StupidUsername 5/21/2015

written by StupidUsername

For the people who have anxiety/panic attacks;

Does anyone else feel like they are just being dramatic when they have a panic attack or get anxious? Like you are making the feeling up and it is actually nothing even if you know it really is something? Is anyone else told to,” stop being a drama queen,” Or,” …and don’t give me that anxiety or panic attack crap..” or anything else like that?

I have a fear that I am just being dramatic when I feel depressed or panicky. Because of this, I feel like I have to deal with my panic attacks alone. Which is why I […]

5/21/2015 16 comments