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Because of you

by nataliehnt 11/8/2014

written by nataliehnt

Few weeks ago I stumbled on this website while researching on how to commit suicide and different ways to do so. I was in a very dark place in my life where I felt like suicide was the way to go.

I have felt emotionally depressed over a year ago when my boyfriend at the time and I broke up. At the time, I felt like the whole world was crashing down. I started to fail dramatically in school by not attending classes and not paying attention. I never had good relationship with my family because I was always a disappointment to them (no I didn’t just […]

11/8/2014 7 comments

Nearing the End, not there yet…

by notimeinadream 11/5/2014

written by notimeinadream

Most days, I feel like giving up… I have pets I live for now, nothing else. I sit at work and wish no one would look or talk to me. Most of the time a nasty comment comes from my mouth to lash out, it is all I have left. I am tired of the stares. I have been trying to place my pets, I made a will and am preparing to commit suicide. I don’t know when just yet. I am writing letters to friends and family. And even one to my employer who was the the most cause of my depression and stress. […]

11/5/2014 2 comments

Pushed to the limit

by fallensovietgirl 11/5/2014

written by fallensovietgirl

I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. My dad threw a knife at me and my mom tried to strangle me. On top of that, my friends just abandoned me! This is the second time in less than three days I have attempted to commit suicide. And, with any luck, I will be gone after tonight.

11/5/2014 6 comments

Help

by Deleted.from.society 10/29/2014

written by Deleted.from.society

Help me, I need help. I can’t stop cutting.. deeper and deeper. My suicidal thoughts are just growing stronger and stronger. I can almost not control them. I’ve wanted to commit suicide so many times. But I can’t. My depression and anxiety are taking over. Help me.. please.. I don’t know what to do. HELP.

10/29/2014 4 comments

Help

by Ze3ny 10/26/2014

written by Ze3ny

Hey guys, I’m 16 years old. and I am just trying to leave this house. I’m a disappointment to not only my parents, but my school, my sisters, and my life as well. I just wanted to know, how the hell am I supposed to get by. I’ve been kicked out of my house before, however the most I’ve spent is about 2 weeks outside before they allowed me back in. I just can’t stay here anymore. It not only will hurt them, but it’s eating me inside too. I can’t seem to see a future for myself. I’m flunking out of high school, I’m […]

10/26/2014 1 comment

i hate my life

by hate my life 10/22/2014

written by hate my life

I really hate my life, i have a very bad disease called “Proximal Myopathy” since i was 10, i am 20 years old mle, i want to commit suicide but…. i am coward. My life sucks, i cry alot everyday, because my body cannot move properly, i have been praying to God , but no response from God! Plz tell me whether there is an easy way to commit suicide?

10/22/2014 2 comments

Is he?

by gonna die 10/20/2014

written by gonna die

Im glad i didn’t commit suicide today. I think my friend knows. But why didnt he tell people? Was i wrong about him? Dose he even know. Everytime i think about it my heart keeps dropping a beat. It feels like a bulit went into my heart. Is he truly my loyal friend?? Well 2 days of deep depression for no reason hmm…. Im still in depression but not like before… But i dont seek help why

-brian mejia r.

Ps srry its me thinking and writing at the same time????????

10/20/2014 1 comment

Heart change

by gonna die 10/19/2014

written by gonna die

i feel hopeful again……yeah i can see it i see people loves me no matter what……i feel like living again…. Please please watch this it changed me…https://soundcloud.com/itsjustashley/suicide

Good luck i hope you dont commit this act becuase i was going to do it after school tommorow… Good luck

-brian mejia r.

10/19/2014 1 comment

I help people but people cant help me

by gonna die 10/18/2014

written by gonna die

I stoped 2 friends too not suicide…. But no 1 will help me…. Everything i do is wrong…. Everything I touch is wrong…..everything I choose is wrong….. God wont help….. Men that likes men will burn in hell so even if i commit this act i still will go to hell burning forever

oh well my friend will no y i did it

becuase of him ???? oh well hope your problems are fixed not like mine

-brian mejia r.

10/18/2014 3 comments

I want to just die

by whycantitjusthappen 10/16/2014

written by whycantitjusthappen

I want to die. Everyday, the people closest to me convince me that im worthless and I can never do anything right. Today was the closest I’ve been to killing myself. About to step off and hang from the rope in my basement, I couldn’t commit. I don’t have the guts to end my suffering and save everyone from the troubles of dealing with my now hollow, angry, and hopeless persona. I dont remember the last time I was happy, I can’t even laugh anymore. I keep trying to end my sadness, however in vain my attempts. I know I will meet my end soon. […]

10/16/2014 2 comments

Question for people who tried to commit suicide: What did you think at that time?

by AmIStuckNow 10/16/2014

written by AmIStuckNow

This is a question for people who tried committing suicide, but whose attempt failed.

I’ve heard that when people try jumping to their deaths, they “immediately regret the decision as soon as they are in the air.”

If you’ve tried this method, did you feel “Oh my gosh, I shouldn’t have done this?” Or “I’m so glad I’m doing this.”?

Do people “immediately regret their decision”, when they try other methods, such as cutting, hanging, or taking pills or poison?

If you’ve tried committing suicide, I’m just curious to know what was going through your mind when you had already begun the attempt.

Was it like “Oh no, I’ve made […]

10/16/2014 17 comments

to end my depression

by schizophrenia 222 10/9/2014

written by schizophrenia 222

I just want my depression and the voices to end, I had the best job and the best wife and lost it all. I have lost my life, my confidence and all my friends. Am currently studying again and doing really well, but hearing voices to commit suicide and having depression big time sucks as if I can’t pull myself out of a grave. And yes I do take meds.

I have gone through suicide in my head thousands of times and know of the painless method I will actually carry this out. Just need to save some money. It’s pain vs pleasure for me and […]

10/9/2014 7 comments

why are YOU still alive?

by 45caliberdeath 10/2/2014

written by 45caliberdeath

Still have hope for a better life?

Don’t want to cause pain to loved ones?

Don’t really want to be dead yet and just exploring the possibility of one’s “exit options”?

Use the thought of suicide just to self-sooth the pain?

Ambivalent about dying?

Lack of courage to commit suicide?

Procrastination on suicide?

Afraid of failing your attempt and ending up in a worse state?

Fear of death/hell/afterlife/God’s judgement?

Or something else?

I’m only here because I’m afraid of failing and ending up in a worse state… There are things far worse than death. For instance, my current life. But it would be much, much worse if I end up with brain injury and in […]

10/2/2014 22 comments

No will to live

by lostinlife0008 9/27/2014

written by lostinlife0008

I know a lot of people ask for “peaceful” ways to commit suicide, but honestly as this point I don’t care. I just want to die… anyone have thoughts on antifreeze? I can’t take it anymore

9/27/2014 9 comments

Never.

by hellblau 9/23/2014

written by hellblau

Even that you never stayed away from me, there was always the fear that you commit fraud to my love. And now I realize that my heart deserves an explanation. I do not regret doubting, questioning your loyalty and even the way you look. And now the bitter future is me, I’ll be always there; cause well, I do not want to miss you.

9/23/2014 0 comment

My life is going really well but why do I feel sucidile

by 5320lola5320 9/19/2014

written by 5320lola5320

I am 16 years old, my life is going really well, I have every reason to be happy but I’m not. I don’t know why I’m not happy I have no reason to be sad or depressed. I just feel like I want to die, I feel dead inside and I don’t know why and I don’t know what to do. I feel so stupid for feeling this way but I can’t make it go away. I haven’t talked to anyone about the way I’m feeling because I feel if I do they will tell me to stop being so stupid. I have self harmed […]

9/19/2014 11 comments

life sucks…

by tiffanyt41814 9/13/2014

written by tiffanyt41814

So, I’m 15 years old and I want to die. I only have one person in my life that genuinely cares about me. He’s the love of my life. My mom and dad are both in jail for possession of drugs. I have only seen my parents once. They were doing cocaine around me when I was only a few weeks old and then they were caught with it. I now live with my grandparents. They treat me decently but I’m probably not going to have them in my life much longer. They’re both in their 80’s. They don’t have the best health condition. After […]

9/13/2014 7 comments

I’m in Quite a Pickle

by JustLauren 9/11/2014

written by JustLauren

As many of us do, I want to commit suicide. Always have since I was about ten years old. I’m 21 now. I have a plan. I have the materials I require. I have my two, short notes written out and sealed in envelopes. But there’s a problem. See, I work at a hospital every other week. And the week that I don’t work there I do home health care with a family that I’m very close to. I know I can’t commit suicide on a whim because I can’t just not show up for work the next day. I’d have to actually plan a […]

9/11/2014 42 comments

Simone Battle…

by This_iz_me 9/8/2014

written by This_iz_me

Although I didn’t know her, she is the second person in the media to commit suicide recently. She was a singer and Robin Williams also passed away recently.
Most of us try to commit suicide, think about it or know someone who does but it always sad to see someone go…
Some of this could be prevented if only someone would care enough and help one another along the way….
At least for me, I know if someone have me a hug every now and then, […]

9/8/2014 10 comments

Love this song… makes me cry every time

by overit20 9/2/2014

written by overit20

I had a good friend commit suicide 5 years ago. I love and miss you Amber. I know you have found peace.

9/2/2014 0 comment

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