yeah, so this is the first time im posting something on this site, 3 weeks ago, my friend Steve suicided in the cafeteria, everyone saw it, blood on the wall behind him, gun on the ground, I stayed in the cafeteria for 3 hours, then a teacher told me to go and relax. Im moving in 3 days, my parents are not together anymore, it feels really bad, plus my dad told me it was my fault, and my mom told me I was ”retarded”.. She told this to me because when I told her that I need help, the first thing she told to […]
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Actually SAYING whats wrong, or that youre upset, or cutting or whatever.. just makes it THAT much more real… so i think thats why depressed people keep it to themselves. As soon as we say that somethings wrong, it all becomes real.. completly and truely real.. and thats the worst thing…
Deny it… maybe it will eventually work if we just deny it all..
Denial… maybe it will work someday.. hopefully…
so i will continue to deny it, and fake my happiness…