i fell in love with this one girl her name was samantha right from the bat i knew she was suicidal but that did not stop me… i thouhgt she could help me escape… she and i were very similar in many ways… people would tell me we were soulmates… we were sappose to die together that was the plan…but i wanted to finish something before i died she had agreed that she would wait for me and she did… little i knew the more she waited the more her pain… our pain grew… i told her to use my body in hwat ever she […]
Confession
Hey,I’m just wondering if anyone wants to talk,it could be about anything really I’m all ears 🙂 well anyways I wanna get to know you people maybe we could become friends or maybe I could just be like one of those confession box type if things. You could tell me anything really and I wouldn’t judge,I want you to e as honest as possible with me and in return I will be honest with you so email me animecat9@aol.com I know it’s everywhere but I’m kinda bored and like I said I wanna get to know you people 🙂 so feel free to email me […]
I realize this site is more about ‘suicide’ and ‘depression’ but I think this kind of relates.
I have an eating disorder and it has made my life a living hell. Last summer I stopped eating, I lost 10 pounds in a month, that wasn’t enough. 4 months later I dropped to 90-95. It was the best feeling in the world. Unfortunatly I craved food, all the time. I started hitting or cutting to ditract fomr the cravings. Sometime in late October I discovered how to puke. I binged and purged alomst everyday for 2 months, I used a toothbrush. Over Christmas break I fainted for […]