I’m so sorry that i seem sad all the time.
i’m sorry that all i do is complain
I’m sorry that i can’t hold normal conversations anymore.
i’m sorry i never make an effort.
i’m sorry that i’m on the verge of tears constantly.
i just, i think i’ve forgotten how to be happy, but i, i’m so sorry.
I’ve lost so many friends because of this and i regret it ;c
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I do not like sharing feelings. They are very personal and I feel they belong to me, I don’t like wearing them on my sleeve for everyone else to see. In the recesses of my mind, I’m a much more critical and mean person then the one I portray for other people. Why would I tell them what I really think if all it would do is upset them or make them think less of me? And yet, every where I turn is someone or something encouraging me to share what I’m thinking. I have no problem speaking my mind with almost anyone I like […]
Title says it all.
I’m not saying that SP should be all gloom and doom, but lately, it feels as though no one is really reading the stories of people anymore. From my understanding, this is a site where people type up their stories (stories which, btw, sometimes take a lot of courage to even remember) and hopefully, someone out there in the world wide web acknowledges that someone still bothers, no matter the problem. Most of the people who post here just needs to feel reassured that someone might still care, when in their own real life, it feels like no one does. I perceive […]
not sure why i’m writing/posting this except that i so crave someone to talk to. this will have to do.
i just can’t see how things are going to get better. ever. i’ve made such a mess of things. i feel like i am holding everyone around me back. like i am the one stopping my kids from having access to a good life. i am such a complete loser, unable to function most of the time. i can’t provide for my family and we are now in dreadful poverty. if i were to die everyone around me would be better off. materially, there is no […]
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