The trees are screaming
The baby’s bleeding
And you my love, you are crying
Why do you weep?
So sorrowful
All these secrets you do keep
But if we could only talk
Maybe it would help
I wanna make it okay for you
I don’t know how
When I see your face
I smile and I cry
Coz every time I see you
It’s been longer than the last
And then we leave without ever speaking
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Coz
I wanna make you
Feel less blue
Because maybe then I wouldn’t feel that way too
I wanna hold you tight
Tell you it’ll be alright
Coz we’re together
Now and forever
That’s a poem I writ for my girlfriend when we were still going out(we’re broken up now though). I was too negative for her so she left.
it’s been a while.. and the thought of doing suicide came again last night.
Life”s been up and down. i’m afraid of being happy, coz in the blink of my eyes things just got worse.
It’s messy now, i’m screwed. Expectations gone wilder.
Been on edge, i’ll let myself fall, just a lil push, i won’t fight.
If only there’s an easy way to go from this fucked up situation.
i don’t think i need to worry about being lonely or about not being cared for. anyways what’s the big deal….everybody has their own things to worry about, why would they think of you or how to help you… if you need help, help yourself … hey i am not saying this to anybody else, i am saying it to myself… i have decided not to kill my self … i can’t do it coz that would give my mom a lot of problems to handle… and she doesn’t deserve it… not after single handedly taking care of me and my sister after my dad […]
I’m just so bloody fed up! I’ve quit drinking, smoking weed and smoking cigarettes, these used to take me away for a bit from the heavy depression i’m now feeling all over. Today I got rid of my best friend once and for all because they were just bad for me and made me feel like shit most of the time.
Although I’ve done this, I now have no one as I don’t trust anyone and find it very hard to get close to anyone.
A friend of my family committed suicide a few months back and the damage they caused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I can’t help thinking how lucky […]
turning 27 next month and what do i have to show for it? nothing. that’s pretty much it. yes, i seem to have a lot to be thankful for. pretty regular childhood, supportive family, awesome guy. what’s missing? well, me. a stupid job. no money. more than that, now i think no skills. looks like i’ve wastd 3 yrs working at something i havent understood at all. coz even tho the current employer seems pretty happy with my performance, i’ve failed three job tests for what i hav been doing for so long. i have ultra nice friends too. all of whom get at least […]
HI FRIENDS…..AT THE FIRST ONLY I SAY I AM REALLY NOT YET ALL GOOD IN eNGLISH………..NO ONE SPEAKING WITH ME I DONT KNOW Y????????????????????????????????/ BUT I HAVE 2 GOOD FRIENDS IN MY LIFE………………..I KNOW DEEPEST SECRATES ABT THEM THEY SHARED ALOT OF THIER SECRATES WIT ME…ND ONE MORE THING I HAD A GOOOD FB FRIEND ,HE ALWAYS CHATTING WITH ME, BUT NOW A DAYS EVEN HE IS NOT COME ONLINE.,REALLY I FEEL VERY BAD, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A CRY,,,,,,,,,,,,,REALLY I AM NOT SO BAD COZ OF THAT PEOPLE CANT SPEAKE WIT ME.:(((((((((((((((((………………