I’ve been trying not to talk about my personal life, but my therapy appointment kind of devastated me this morning and I need to talk somewhere. The counselor said that hospitalization might be a good idea, but the devastating part is that this is one of my “good days”. If a professional thinks that an average day in my life is “worthy of hospitalization”, then it’s fair to question my overall well being.
I feel as if I’m on death’s doorstep right now…
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Day In My Life
Well, the title explains it all. All is left is to fix a date to suicide. I can’t seem to find the courage because I have to leave my family behind. All I’m worried about is what if I survived? What if I’m there lying on the bed and looking at my parents looking at me with full of disappointment. I gotta make it successful. I can’t fail this time. This has to be done. I can’t wait to end the misery, but I just don’t know when. Now it does, because I’m gonna do it all alone, and nobody knows about it. I […]
There is a universal truth that we all have to face, whether we want to or not, everything eventually ends.
As much as I’ve looked forward to this day in my life, I’ve always hated endings.
The last day of summer, the final chapter of a really good book, or parting ways with a really good friend.
But endings are inevitable, they are a part of life that we will never be able to shake. Leaves begin to fall, you close your book, and you say goodbye.
Today, for us, is an ending. It’s the last day of high school, the last chapter in a part of our story […]