Well, the title explains it all. All is left is to fix a date to suicide. I can’t seem to find the courage because I have to leave my family behind. All I’m worried about is what if I survived? What if I’m there lying on the bed and looking at my parents looking at me with full of disappointment. I gotta make it successful. I can’t fail this time. This has to be done. I can’t wait to end the misery, but I just don’t know when. Now it does, because I’m gonna do it all alone, and nobody knows about it. I really wish there were people who thinks the same as me, and I found those people here. I haven’t been in their shoes, but I know we all have a broken heart, broken dreams, broken soul. I feel sad to go through another day in my life. It’s all getting too hard as it gets delayed.
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I feel the same way, i’ve tryed to commit suicide but failed. the first time took random pills from my parents medicine cabnet, all it did to me was make me extremlu ill for a week. the second try was hen i bought a drug from my friend, he warned me if i took the whole pill my heart could stop. So that night i tryed but nothing . . . again. I still woke up the next morning, hopefully my next try i succed. i cant handle another momment in my life.
Hi SS, sorry to hear how you are feeling. I feel the same way at times, i’ve tried many times tho. having a partner could be nice in the moment, myself i’d rather be along in the middle of knowwhere were nobody will hopefully find me for some time. I’ve even thought about hitchiking from canada where i live to south america down to argentina in hope that something terrible out of my control happens between here and there. If i make it, it would be an awesome adventure i think. The reason to me as to why i’ve tried so many times ALONE is that what if whoever i was with to my dead and they are fine, how would they feel. or vise versa. i dont want to bring anybody down with me when i try again. I dont want anybody else to feel how i would it it only worked on one of us. Think about that for a bit, maybe in your case you would be alright with it. we are all ectitled to speak our opinions and our feelings, that is how i feel about your situation. if you decide to as to you they would be for the right reasons and really thats all that matters but at the same time i always tell people they should at least give life a shot. wait till your out on your own, living at home isn’t always nice. wait until your at least thirty and go from there. when you decide the time is right make sure you plan and think about how you would if you found somebody you cared about. you dont want to cause anymore pain than you will cause being gone. hope i helped, stay strong and keep your head high. Take care
LB