I worked so hard to get to where I am, despite family background and chronic illness, I somehow made it this far. I have my family and friends mostly to thank for that, along with a will power I thought would never die. My illness already put me on leave half a year and now Im back in my Phd program and it feels like everyone is against me at every turn, including my body. I’m mostly better now except for the nerve pain. I cant believe I couldn’t eat for a whole year. It baffles me that Ive been through this. It’s not easier […]
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Debt Collectors
I am still stuck in this terrible rut. I am so scared of everything. I can barely eat anything, all I see is how I let my family down and I hope I do not make them suffer including my father who is about to turn 60. I am scared of school, I am scared of debt collectors, and I really feel that I just messed my life up for good.
I am just so sick of it all. I am in so much debt from college that I do not even know what to do. Unless I can pull a miracle I will have debt collectors hounding me. I really see no light at the end of the tunnel.