I have it so good. Its just most the time I focus on the shitty stuff. Like today I just told myself “why are you deppressed? Even though you have no friends, you just got all A’s this year, and now you can sit on your ass and play video games all week” and I actually felt a little bit better. its a lot like sprinting ahead of the storm cloud above your head, but you know when you get tired it will catch up.
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Lately ive been spending the majority of my rime on the computer playing video games. Its the only thing besisdes drugs that actually make me forget that im me. I can actually be someone else in a different world. It doesnt make me feel so alone too. I know i shouldnt let consume my time but how much does it really matter? Im not really missing anything. Anyone else experience this?