I have it so good. Its just most the time I focus on the shitty stuff. Like today I just told myself “why are you deppressed? Even though you have no friends, you just got all A’s this year, and now you can sit on your ass and play video games all week” and I actually felt a little bit better. its a lot like sprinting ahead of the storm cloud above your head, but you know when you get tired it will catch up.
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Some small things used to make me feel better. Now, frankly, absolutely nothing does.
I like planting stuff and playing in piles of dirt.
Gardening and home reno is a favourite thing of mine, along with any form of physical exertion (press ups, swimming, running etc). I won’t be able to do any of that for awhile, so it’s gonna be a rough ride ahead.
Whats stopping you shepard?
And lol Lorax, piles of dirt are always fun.
A fibreglass cast on my leg, and three months of recovery.
Fuckin’ bliss, man.
How did you happen to injure your leg like that? Damn that sucks. Id just make sure your diets in check so you dont gain weight.
Fucked it up playing Rugby some years ago, fucked it up again during a field exercise mid last year. The damage is done but surgery *apparently* fixed things, but we’ll see. Yeah, I’ll check my weight, I’m more concerned about losing my six pack and gaining a keg instead.
Thanks for your concern though.