It is amazing how life can fall out of grasp within a blink of an eye. It is like yesterday that I was happy and carefree with the world shinning brightly before me. However, it is not yesterday, it is today and today I feel as if there is nothing for me. The world is not mine for the taking and the Sun has disappeared completely. I’m sad, I’m lonely and I fear it will never get better. Maybe life isn’t for everybody because I may be breathing but inside I’m suffocating. Life shouldn’t be this hard. Living has simply turned into surviving and I […]
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Depression Loneliness
The facts:
I have struggled with depression my whole life
When I was ten I had my first suicidal thought
When I was twelve I tried to cut my wrists
When I was thirteen I tried to hang myself
My mom left us for another man when I was five years old
My dad was an abusive alcoholic
My dad was married four times
I have always been responsible
I always did well in school
IÂ got a scholarship to college
I got a college degree
I was married for 11 years
I moved a lot
I couldn’t seem to make any new friends
I had an affair
IÂ got a successful job in corporate america
I was extremely lonely
I made a lot of […]