sometimes I really just want to die. I mean I’m a teenager ad wanting to die is normal? Idunno. But  I don’t necassarl want to kill myself… Rather I would like someone else to kill me. Someone else so the dirty work.
Someone to hang me
someone to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
i want someone else to kill me so I don’t have to do it myself
Middle of the night you wake up, sweaty, confused, afraid. That same old feeling of dread hits you. Why can’t you sleep? Every night it’s the same fuckin thing.
You wake up hating yourself and wishing you were dead, you start to think of Cutting, that always works.
But tonight Cutting doesn’t help, you are overwhelmed by a strong hatred for your life and a desperate need to kill yourself.
You remember the Plan
You dig around, it’s here somewhere, you wrote it yourself, you knew it would come in handy one of these days.
As you read your own hand writing you are drawn to a happier […]
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