The lines in my hands
tell you their wisdom
while the tears in my eyes
tell you I’ve cried
the things they’ve done
and what they’ve seen
haunt me by day and night
While fireflies go across the sky
My regrets and mistakes crowd in
choking me and making me disappear
beneath their heaving darkness
A bloody cross
is all I see
condemning me to silence
for eternity
Without a voice
without a word
I become invisible
Sitting here in my dorm, crying uncontrollably, I find out that I have no true friends. They all just come and go, and stare at me in passing. I can hear them in the hall talking about me, hear them making all these plans that help them avoid me. I am so sick of it. I just want out. I just want everything to end. I just want to make them all happy by leaving their lives forever.
She doesn’t know
How much farther
She can go
Before its all over.
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She wants people
To notice her,
How far will she go
Before she will see the light.
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She stands alone
Thinking of ways to go
Because she thinks
People don’t see her.
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She realizes that
In this battle
Of life and death
No one is there for her.
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As the light
Grows brighter
She sees the
End is near.
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She knows what
She has to do,
All that’s left
Is saying good-bye
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She closes her eyes
And counts to three,
And before she knows it
Her life is
Done.
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She didn’t think
How this would
Affect the people
Who are around her.
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She doesn’t realize
That those who
Look up to her
Are going to try this themselves
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She didn’t know
That a seven year old
Would take the blame
Of this […]
I don’t have any purpose. I am not cared for, or serve any importance. I’m fucked up. I think I’m going to do it.
I’m going to finally finish what I started,
and kill myself.
ive been thinking alot lately. We all know where that leads us. But I think I really should be dead. No one cares for me in my life, no one even cares on this website. I should’ve died. How nooses n pills n razors n 30 amps of electricity didn’t kill me I don’t know. But I’m positive this 12gauge will. So to all of you who won’t be missing me, adieu. I’ll see you all in oblivion.
My life has been steadily falling apart for months. Thing have turned up and are looking positive again in recent weeks. Very much so. And all I would like is to not exist, more than anything, To just not be, Not necessarily to die, but nothing has ever been more desirable than to cease existing,
I know I haven’t been on here in ages, and there is a very good reason for this. The Love of my life is dead. After un-bearable news, I am forced to believe that there is nothing anymore to truly live for. Yet this festering hate for all living things and happy people is not enough for me to end my life. I don’t expect it to come back on this site, a lot of you have more pressing things and more problematic issues going on in your lives, in which I understand any criticism that you wish to feed me. Long storry short though, […]
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