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by wormfood 7/8/2015

written by wormfood

Hi everyone,

I’m new to this site and just found it after searching for some ideas for suicide methods online. Interesting that this site does not allow that but my search brought me to a post that talked about some interesting ideas.

Anyway, I don’t know where to start. I’m in my mid 30’s and have been suicidal since I was about 15, depressed all my life. It certainly makes life pretty fucking meaningless when everything you experience feels negative and full of suffering. I don’t know why I am like this and I thought it would stop when I was done with my teen years but […]

7/8/2015 3 comments

dear whatever, fuck all

by Tormenting Dreams 4/28/2013

written by Tormenting Dreams

i am so alone,

i am so lonely,

no matter which way i put it its still the same, and it doesn’t make it go away

i need love,

i crave love,

and yet i find my self alone, i find myself unloved.

i dont know what to do or say to achieve anything. so i am alone.

right now i have a stringent obsession for a girl that i will never be able to have,

due to one simple fact. she doesnt like men LOL

oh the calamity, that it so awful. i know right?

its whatever i guess, if the only thing i can be is a friend thats what ill be.

but it […]

4/28/2013 2 comments