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Just One Day Left

by GonnaDie19 8/19/2013

written by GonnaDie19

Remember me? I posted this video last week:Â http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OpaekXGWPc

Well, I said I would write up each day what I did for my last week and I haven’t even been able to do this. I’ve been so low I don’t want to talk to anyone and have been cutting. A lot. I’ve come on here everyday but I just didn’t have the energy to write something. I haven’t enjoyed being with my friends or family and suicide is running through my mind all day. I’ve been tempted to take an overdose and have been keeping my medication (My mum has to give it to me now […]

8/19/2013 6 comments

Embracing Darkness

by Malakite 8/18/2013

written by Malakite

I like to take things a part. Analyze. When things start to look ugly I want to look away. Disappear perhaps just for a little while. During these times I’m terrified of everything especially Drs and hospitals. So I’ve never stayed or sought out help. I have often found myself growing fond of these dark thoughts. Viciousness seems to craft itself in slow motion for my viewing and I look at it like artwork. I believe that those who crawl up from rock bottom are stronger. To jump high you must crouch low. Anger is funny, sadness beautiful.

8/18/2013 0 comment

how long

by fatcow 8/10/2013

written by fatcow

IÂ just want to be happy with myself and be happy with my body

I became ill with m.sÂ 13yrs ago.

so the drs give me pills to help with the pain but I got fatter and fatter

to the point I wont to end my life.

so I went to bed early one night with all my tables. and I tock them all .

but the next morning I woke up the some time I wake every morning.

so I had to make appointment to see my gp.

when I got to see him that day I told him what I had done the night before and I need my tablets […]

8/10/2013 2 comments

I’m a survivor

by MichelleJ 6/13/2013

written by MichelleJ

I’m a survivor.

A few people in this world, supported a few med pros who taught me how to survive. Last wweek I wanted a dr to put a bullet through my head, over something stupid. I was having a hard time getting through some proocedures. So the dr had to spend an extra five minutes which seemed eternal for me, making certain that I wouldn’t go home and die. A family member, one of about five or six who I trust and stuff the rest of ’em, was understanding, but also disagreed with me at the same time. At least she cared and wanted to […]

6/13/2013 1 comment

What’s next…

by Fa1th_b 7/28/2012

written by Fa1th_b

I feel sick all the time. From drinking problem to cocaine to meth back to full-blown alcoholism, then it was pills and painkillers and benzodiazepines and now I’ve finally graduated to heroin addict. As l look down at my hands, swollen and shaky and an odd color of purplish-grey…. I don’t know how I got here. I’m only 22 and I need 12-13 hours of sleep per day and so much therapy and alllll my spare time spent in waiting rooms for drs offices and hospitals…. I’m so so sick and I wonder if life would just be easier if I was gone. I no […]

7/28/2012 2 comments

the fucking dentist !! :(

by spartans 6/12/2012

written by spartans

i was a very happy guy i used to live ma life without any depressionÂ though i was not having any girl friend nor i do have now bt then to i was satisfied with ma life i also completed my MBA this year i am quite a good looking guy & was expecting a good looking & sexy girlfriend in future but besides that i was having a little gap in my front teeth so i decided to remove those gap by doing composite bonding but that fucking female dentist did not tell me its disadvantages of composites nor she even told me that […]

6/12/2012 25 comments