My life sucks!!!! I go to this school were I go in twice a day and I have no friends. I always spend my time either at home or school. I have no social life. My mom is married to an asshole. My mom is pregnant and they dont even notice when im gone. Whenever my mom fights with her husband he always ends up hurting her. I wish I could help her but what happens I get yelled at. My other family live in Oregon, Montana, and Mexico. I never see them I miss them so much. No one even notices me. I […]
Even Notices
No one cares about me because my sister has it worse. She’s got anorexia and depression and she self harms. I self harm and try to kill myself. I feel like my whole life is a stupid comparison to her. I want to cut myself until I pass out. I want to stay awake for so long that I just drop. I can’t do this anymore, and yet no one even notices.
I spent most of my math class trying not to cry. Â of course, that means I only waited until I got home. Â and now, I don’t even know what to do with myself. Â I have plenty of school work to do or catch up on, but I just can’t do it right now. Â I can’t function right now. Â and no one even notices. Â My so-called friends don’t bother to talk to me. Â I’m lucky if they respond to my e-mails or texts at all. I don’t want to try anymore. Â I’m so tired of trying, and it just gets worse and worse. Â I had to […]