No one cares about me because my sister has it worse. She’s got anorexia and depression and she self harms. I self harm and try to kill myself. I feel like my whole life is a stupid comparison to her. I want to cut myself until I pass out. I want to stay awake for so long that I just drop. I can’t do this anymore, and yet no one even notices.
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I understand the way you feel.
I’ve had depression for years and i self harm a lot (amongst other problems). But my brother cries about being depressed and insists on going to a psychiatrist to get medication. I know for a fact that he is just bullshitting.
But when i say that; i sound insensitive. Mum cares more about him as she can prevent the same thing happening to him that i am going through. I feel like a lost cause and it suffocates me everyday.
I know how you feel. And i hope to god if you talk about this to others they don’t say what they said to me
“You’re being an attention seeker”
You’re not. I am sorry for the way you are feeling. Stay strong, you don’t need anyone else but yourself!
Thank you so much. It actually feels amazing to hear someone tell me that I’m not being a selfish *****.
It sucks, and I hope you’re okay 🙂