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Exacto Knife

the relief, the craving, the pain

by b1urr 1/5/2013

written by b1urr

it’s been nearly a month or more since i last did it… until today.

see, the only reason i hadn’t done it was because my mum took away all my sharp objects and although i had tried using other things they just weren’t sharp enough. not enough to create drops of blood.
i felt myself craving the pain, i had to find a way to let all these feelings out!
so i simply found new razors.

i did it a few hours ago, what a fucking relief and it wasn’t even too deep. but i crave more, more, fucking more.

i wish i had an exacto knife so […]

1/5/2013 0 comment

First time in a while

by Ashley444 1/17/2012

written by Ashley444

I cut myself tonight. Pretty badly actually. I haven’t cut myself for nearly six months. I was actually feeling really good today, but then everything just kind of fell apart. Nothing of censequence really happened to make me feel this way, it was just a bad mood swing. I wasn’t really thinking at all when I grabbed the exacto-knife from my drafting and jabbed it into my arm, I was bleeding worse then I ever have before.

But now I’m just really pissed at myself. What the fuck was I doing? The bleeding is starting to slow down, but I feeling kind of light-headed.

I’ve never cut […]

1/17/2012 5 comments