I don’t really know where to start with this. The school year’s just begun but I already feel like I’m dying. Like, I really just want it to end and I feel all alone and I dunno. I know that people would miss me if I died but now I just can’t bring myself to really care as much. I’m just empty and numb and I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. Like, why can’t I just move out and go to college already so that I can fuck up my life without anyone here to see. Like, why was I born. Why […]
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Fear; Guilt; Suicide; I Want To Die; Ready To Die
I’m ssorry I’m posting so much…I must be annoying as heck ;-;
Idk I’m just crying in my bed and it hurts so much I can actually feel the pain in my chest
My thoughts won’t shut up and the voice in my head keeps shouting I’m better off dead while memories of the words rush through my mind while I cry and clutch my knees to my chest
God I don’t want to be here anymore…what’s the f*cking point in living a life like this…not being enough…being a constant disappointment and failure and a freak?
I just want to close my eyes and never wake […]