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First And Last Time

Healing

by forlorn1 10/19/2012

written by forlorn1

I find my self made cuts/scrapes on my arm to be beautiful. I like looking at them.

I actually feel really proud of myself for making them. (even though I’m proud of them I still try to hide them from myÂ family)

Is that weird? ..

Sigh, although I Â like them, I still feel like I’m crazy because I did that to myself.Â I feel like I am not okay in the head now because I was willing to do this … I don’t know, I’m thinking that was my first and last time though. Overall, I love these healing cuts. Love them

10/19/2012 0 comment

by RogueShadow1281 6/21/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

9:20A.M:
I have summer school. Haven’t been able to get into a habit of sleeping earlier so I’ve been tired. Drank a monster today, but still tired but also wide-awake. I’m the fastest in my class of World History. I finish my work earliest due to my full year of review in my sophomore year that I failed. I sit alone at our 20 minute breaks.Â

They (campus supervisors) try to corner us onto the quad and I get anxious. There’s a lot of fucking kids from 4 highschools being crammed together.Â

I’m attempting to keep my mind blank from those thoughts about it. My memories are […]

6/21/2012 8 comments