I’ve been suicidal for the past 7 years (ever since I hit puberty).
I need to die, now. I can’t do it anymore. This is what I want, this is my greatest wish. There’s just too much stress and no, I really do NOT care about how other people will feel and what will happen after I’m gone.
My only problem now is how to make this fool-proof, so that I don’t end up in a hospital again. I want my death to be certain.
Why must there be so many people here? Feel like everyone is watching me closely. I’m on trial everyday it seems, I have had alot of repressed memories revived,… everyday since its happened i can do nothing but think about it. My girlfrind, and mother of my child, cant even look at me anymore because she can tell i am just paranoid all of the time. She isnt very opened minded but i still love her. I love my daughter, but im afraid im going to grow to be an old paranoid recluse, which i basically am now. My judgement is so clouded suicide has to be […]
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