I dont want to have to lie anymore, I dont want to pretend im well when im not, what i want is to expose my deepest wishes.
That would cause a stronger prison and I couldnt bare have my wings totally ripped away from me.
So sad I just cant scream my happiness to the four corners of the world.
But ill try something small which i hope will ease my pain: I will test my therapist and deal with whatever comes from her!