Mindless pointless contemplation has brought me to the sudden realization that existence alone is meaningless. It lacks purpose. To merely exist gives you no meaning, no purpose, no rights. All is for nothing. And just to clarify I’m not saying life in itself is meaningless or purposeless. As being humans the believed higher evolved species we our self give our life meaning and purpose. To merely be born doesn’t give us that. All we have achieved at that point is the chance to live. As I have heard: being alive does not mean you have lived. And I believe that is true, to go about […]
Galaxies
I’m so tired of being alive. Everything is so pointless. Nothing matters. We’re just a tiny speck on a speck of a planet in a speck of a solar system in one tiny galaxy among trillions and trillions and trillions of galaxies. Nothing makes a difference in the long run.
What happens right now will affect your life, but it won’t make a big difference. Sure, it might a few people, but what does that matter? We’re just numbers on a gravestone. My insignificant life doesn’t matter, but I should at least be happy, so I can enjoy it just a bit while I’m here. Right? […]
there, I said it.
took long enough too
sometimes I wonder why I bother at all trying to chase my petty little ambitions. especially when i’ve flagged myself to fail before i’ve even started. and then one day i’ll just die and everything i ever did will fade anyway.
same for every other guy out there.
story of human life. appear for a spell. rot. and then the earth will be burnt up by the sun.
maybe we’ll escape that (doubtful). so we go hop galaxies or something.
but then maybe one day the universe will run out of stars.
and then everything will go cold.
what the hell is the point.
it doesn’t matter if I’m severely depressed or not
I’ve come to realize and accept that I genuinely don’t care for this 3D earthly experience
most goals I’ve pursued, I’ve come to realize it was because people had me believe it was important
everything I get involved in, I start to lose interest at some point
no dreams, no goals, no passions nor ambition .. nothing meaningful to hold on to
I’ve been told I should get a job in the meanwhile .. yeah right
in other words, get back on the sheeple track
people tell you that stuff cause they’re too immerged in this earthly experience
they hold on to it like […]