Getting Ready For College

I’ve been depressed for about 6 years.  I’ve been thinking pretty much these thoughts throughout the entirety of that time period- the thoughts becoming more complex and clear or unclear as time passed.  I’m 18 now.  It has been especially bad this year getting ready for college.  The thoughts of moving out and beginning the rest of my life are eating away at me.  I never really thought I would get this far but I did.  The fact that I’ve only been here 18 years is killing me.  I’ve only been here 18 years.   How can I possibly put up with 70 more years […]