Do you ever think about if you were to kill yourself who all would blame themselves for your death? Like if your bestfriend blamed themselves because they didn’t take you serious enough or your ex would blame themselves because they broke your heart and weren’t there when you needed them the most to because you were taken advantage of in your sleep? Or the girl/boy you like would blame themselves for saying hurtful things to you? Or your mom/dad would blame themselves because they make you feel guilty for everything you do?
Girl Boy
You ask me for sex; You ask to hang; You kissed me; Yet you hang with her? Then you text me about another girl? Boy get your mind straight! Dang, No I will not take you back, is this how it goes? K, M, K, M, B, K ? I don’t think so hunn. Get your mind straight.. Please? I remember when you were sooo close to hitting me for cutting i felt it all when you punched that door.. Please baby.. Keep going..
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I’ve never of have known someone that likes me, has had a crush on me, or who has loved me. All of my freinds have had girl/boy freinds, why can’t I. It’s not like I haven’t tried. I just get rejected every time. There is a girl that I love though and since I’m suicidal, she is in luck. I would die, go to hell, and burn for all eternity if I had to to protect her. If she went to hell and I went to heaven, I would not hesitate to switch places. I have told her that I like her, she hasen’t spoken to […]