My life has been so unhappy for the short time I’ve spent here. I was diagnosed with depression and PTSD when I was only sixteen. My high school experience was horrible. I remember starting high school, I was so happy, excited, full of life. I remember one day walking up the stairs talking to a friends and they asked me how I could smile all the time for no reason. I can’t even remember the last time I truly smiled. I had an amazing group of eight girl friends, we had been close since middle school, then everything changed when I started hanging out with […]
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What happens to a teenage girl when no one seems to care?
What happens to a teenage girl when the will to fight is no longer there?
What happens to a teenage girl when she can’t take all the stress?
What happens to a teenage girl when she falls apart like a poorly sewn dress?
What happens to a teenage girl when she has lost the love of her life?
What happens to a teenage girl when she hears the funeral fife?
What happens to a teenage girl whose friends have gone before?
What happens to a teenage girl who can’t see a point to living anymore?
What happened to the teenage girl […]
It’s around 4:30am, I have work in a few hours, I wanted to make a post about how I’ve been thinking and thinking of people who came and went in and out of my life. Why have I always been overly attached to those people?
In middle school I dated a family friend’s son. I was with him for about 1 and a half year? I never  grew attached to him like I was gonna do with the next 3 upcoming men in my life. I did happen to love this kid, but it never actually cried and ache for him. After that was over, I […]
So to to make it as short as i can..im a 15 year old girl living in a tiny town out in the middle of no where, i have a few friends that are close..but i just finished my freshmen year, and im back almost all my credits because i missed to much school, when i used to get straight A’s the middle school.. because i couldnt even handle getting out of bed everyday, and facing all those happy people, with there boyfriends and girl friends, and there cute clothes, which i cant get only because my size..and all my friends seem to have boyfriends […]
when i was a little girl i was happy
i didn’t think anything could hurt me
didn’t know about the world just waiting to destroy me
when i was a little girl i was innocent
i didn’t break rules
didn’t go looking for trouble
not like i do now
when i was a little girl i had many friends
i made friends very easily
everyone wanted to be my friend
that is no longer the case
when i was a little girl i knew what i wanted
i knew i wanted to have a family
a good job. someone to love and care for
now im not sure
when […]
No one wants to be friends with a person that has hideous scars, or wears long sleeves all the time, or that enjoys rainy, gloomy days like me. My depression kills people. But i wouldnt be so depressed if I had friends. Someone that actually understands my pain..nobody wants to be friends with a girl that prefers the color black or that wants to stay in and watch movies. Nobody wants to be friends with that girl..that sits alone at the lunch table..waiting to breathe..waiting for someone to ask if the seat across from her is taken. No one wants to be friends with the girl […]