I hate my life, I’m failing all my classes. Â I don’t think I will be able to go to a university anymore. Â My teachers yelled at me for getting such low marks and I’m extremely down. Â I just want to end my life right here, right now, because I can’t take this anymore. Â I GOT A C+ on my tests BOI! A C+! Unbelievable! Â Tears started to flow down my eyes from the shock of receiving that letter grade. Â My heart was completely crushed on the inside and I felt like I was worthless. Â I just want to end my life because I think I’m […]
Goodbye World
I am going to try to sleep, and maybe check and see if anyone responds in the morning. I hate myself and I hate life. Not just my life, but being alive. I hate thinking. I hate existing. I don’t want any of it. In death I hope there is no afterlife, if there is I hope it is optional because this one wasn’t. I am 33 years old. Divorced. Broken. I have never had any of those special qualities that people look for in a partner, the only person to ever tell me they loved me tried to kill me over and over and […]
I don’t know why I am doing this. I mean being on this site and just writing. I suppose I have nothing better to do.
I always thought that wanting to die was something everyone thought. To tell you the truth, I have been having suicidal thoughts ever since I was little. Like pre-school but I don’t remember why.
I have slit my wrist before. I just wake up everymorning and want to go back to sleep and smother myself under the blankets. I hate school. I am 15 and I HATE being here. I look around and want to bang my head against the wall.
I dunno […]