I find no joy in anything. Â I had a great life from 0 to 18. Â 18 is when it all went to shit and I lost my mind. Â I think it’s time to call it quits now. Â If only I had some N to pass away peacefully and not dangle violently in my garage.
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Great Life
I get bullied, abused, raped, I have hardly any friends, my family is turning on me. I feel so alone, useless, unworthy. I don’t know what to do anymore. I have started cutting my self badly! Tried to commit suicide but because of where I live now I never succeed 🙁 Why do I have to go through this? What have I done to get this great life? All I do is hide and sure enough no one comes and looks for me.
I swear, I have lead bones. they weigh me down. I promise you, I have water in my lungs. I drown all the time. I don’t know why I feel this way. I’ve never known why and that is the worst part. I live in a happy family and i’m the dark cloud. i’m the rain on their parade. I guess you could say I have a great life and looking at it from another point of view, I can see how that would be true. but I feel like I am dead on the inside. and I wish I was on the outside. I’m […]