I found this site today when I googled “I want to die” I feel like this all of the time. I see people on tv or on the street laughing and smiling and think “why cant I be happy for ten seconds in my day like they are right now” I want to die, to the point I am considering suicide but I don’t know what to do. I started cutting again. I want to know what do you guys do when you feel down, like your the gum on everyone else’s shoe?
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Gum
I think i will get Him Finding Nemo on Bluray, Fruit Gum, Gushers, Cross Necklace and all of those other little things i know you like to get.
I can write you letter.. like the one you wrote me..
I will mail it all to your house so you can see where i still stand.
Ill write out little inside jokes.. the secret things we knew about one another.. <3 😉
I wouldnt sign my name.. just hope that you got it and you knew who it was from..
and maybe you would even call to say thanks..
I look at your twitter; the old tweets you tweeted.
I know Your favorite things.
From Your favorite baseball team, to Your favorite meal.
Babe Your voice, still it rings.
I know what You say
I know how You feel.
Boy there is no way that You and I can’t be
we’re so close to perfect for eachother..
Yes We had our problems..
but everytime We fixed it
Things got even better!
I know everything about You
Where You want to live, the name of Your first born son.
If only she knew
About the days that you almost ran.
Sweetheart, can’t You see?
You and I are meant to be.
The puppy You’ll get, the life you plan to leave.
You saved […]
Alright so I don’t really know how to do this, but whatever.I’m just going to share my story. Last year I got into alcohol and drugs. I was drinking, smoking cigarettes, smoking weed, and huffing. I don’t know how to explain it. I just wasn’t me. Hanging out with the wrong people. One day at midnight, well, September 7th. It was officially the first day of school and I was dreading it. So, me and my friend took 8 triple c’s or cold cough pills. I knew nothing about it other than it would make me feel good. And I’ve always had problems with depression […]