Hi everyone,
I’ve been on this site before back in december 2012 when things were at their worst. My name was Gumpy btw. I’m nearly 18 now and things are… a tonne… ‘better’ you could say. I’ve been on medication which has helped. I feel so bad about things getting better though, so i’m not happy about the progress. Now i’m just stuck and confused on what I should do. My main problem is my looks, they are horrific… like half shrek half hunchback of notre dam. I don’t want to live looking like this, I won’t allow it. So my only choices are suicide […]
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Oh god, who do i think i am? What exactly is my problem? I’m so confused and angry with myself. Sometimes, i mean most times, when i try to do my hair and everything, i just look in the mirror and burst out crying and get really frustrated by pulling on hair, hurting myself and swear at myself. Grrrr i hate being me -.- Sometimes, i might be happy, slightly happy anyway. And for some reason, i miss being sad and something just doesn’t feel right. And then i remember the bad days that’ll come soon and i get anxiety. Man, i’m retarded.
God, i’m so […]