I feel like I’m falling back to my old habbits. The last weeks I started to take more and more control about eating and exercising. My life’s turning again about (not) eating and exercising and trying to hide it all. But I’m fine with it, because my life is a little bit more bearable now, and I have sometimes a little happy moment (if I lost some weight or had a good exercise). And I know it’s unhealthy and stuff, but it’s keeping me from suicide, so that’s a good thing, right? And I’m going to be more happy with my body. I love the […]
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so me and my psykolygist made a promise that between our talks there was no cutting and i felt like it was a big promise so i didn’t cut in a few months but yesterday i culdn’t keep it any more i did cut one slit on my hip and it felt so good i have been missing that feeling for so long and i felt a releif after that one slit and now i’m so afraid that i keep cutting i do not wanna go back to that habbit
but on the otherside it felt so good that i just wanna keep going i just […]