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Off the grid

by Phil McLoven 6/4/2014

written by Phil McLoven

Â I don’t think I want to kill myselfÂ quite as badly as I just want to stop participating in modern day life. We go to school, get a job, buy shit we really don’t need, and rarely ask “why the fuck am I doing this”?

If you live in society you need money to pay for essentials like food, shelter and clothing. But doÂ you really need a cellphone, a car, furniture, credit cards, internet access, health care, etc? Is any of that essential for survival? No, but you want it, so you work in order to earn […]

6/4/2014 22 comments

A Sign

by Miss.Mayhem 11/19/2012

written by Miss.Mayhem

I love someone.

Do they love me back?

I’ll never know.

I hope they do.

But you just can’t beÂ certainÂ these days.

But…

Today…

I felt affection.

Affection from someone I could actually touch.

Someone that doesn’t live 2,000 miles away.

Maybe it’s a sign.

A sign that I should stop pretending that our relationship will Â work.

I just feel like I can’t do it anymore.

I can’t bare the thought of not being able to hold your hand until we’re 18.

5 years.

5 years of agony

and being alone.

It was a small sign.

Just holding hands in the dark.

No one will ever know.

No questions.

But yet no answers.

Does it mean something or was the whole thing a big mistake?

I don’t know.

But I […]

11/19/2012 0 comment