Let’s see. 4 years. 4 years ago was the first time I took a blade to my own wrist. And now here I am, barely a teenager and I want to die for the millionth time. Whenever something bad happens I automatically think; “let’s save that for later, you can rid the tainted blood with one trip to your special drawer”. But sometimes, sometimes it isn’t enough. Sometimes I just have a thousand thoughts running through my head, all of the bad things that have happened and keep happening. Hey, your antidepressants make you cold all the fucking time. Your dad is never here and […]
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I’m 61 years old, never married, no kids, closest family members have passed away. I had a very good career, owned my own home, etc. Over recent years have lost about everything, Can’t find a job. No one wants to hire me because I’m too close to retirement age, insurance would probably be pretty expensive, and with my experience, it’s cheaper to hire someone else fresh out of college. I owe some big taxes from better times and the feds are coming after me for that. I can’t pay. I can barely pay my rent and bills on a part-time, no-benefits job. The feds say […]