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Having Sex

over love.

by elle9o 4/5/2012

written by elle9o

Dear Love,

This is the last time you screw me over. Because of you, this timeÂ I found my boyfriend having sex with my best friend. I did absolutely nothing to deserve that. I was faithful, kind, patient, and loving to him through it all. I would have never hurt him like he hurt me.Â 6 years gone to waste. This goes for the rest of the guys and “friends” who screwed me over. My heart aches so badly and is through getting stabbed over and over again. It hurts… so much… I just want it to stop… But it won’t… I hope you’reÂ all happy.Â I have been broken […]

4/5/2012 1 comment

When you don’t belong

by spartan2276 4/2/2012

written by spartan2276

This POST is intended to shed some light on the feeling of not belonging to this world/being part of it. If you have a mental illness such as bipolar or schizophrenia please take your medication(s).

When I was 16 I tried to commit suicide if I would have succeeded I would not have known the beauty of seeing each one of my girls birth or watching them grow; Not known what it would have felt like to fall in-love nor see how great of a career I would have. I tried to get rid of myself simply because I did not belong.

After the incident I visited […]

4/2/2012 29 comments

by zonic 3/9/2012

written by zonic

â€¢ Iâ€™ve had insomnia for about 7 years now. No pills taken. Sometimes 2 or 3 hours sleep at night (nightmares definitely)
â€¢ Mood swings
â€¢ Canâ€™t stay in a relationship (one person around all the time makes me anxious and hysterically angry after a while, specially after having sex)
â€¢ Anger attacks since I was a teenager
â€¢ Used to smoke for about 5 years (I suddenly couldnâ€™t stand its smell, so quit a year ago)
â€¢ Been suicidal for a year (no attempts yet but been studying and planning, considering my options) the thoughts become stronger when Iâ€™m happier and everything is in its place
â€¢ Used to have hallucinations […]

3/9/2012 1 comment

Never felt a shame like this….

by secrets 1/17/2012

written by secrets

Im so hurt at the moment… I lost my virginity to a 24 year old guy I’ve only known a month. Im 18, I made a promise to myself I would wait til marriage to have sex. It was important to me, it meant something. I’ve been this good girl my whole life, I rarely date. I would never do something like that, but I did…. I would barely let a boyfriend kiss me. I guess for the past year I’ve been in a spiral downfall and depression. My mom all my brothers moved, and I was left in this town. I’m still in high […]

1/17/2012 4 comments

Family issues and Depressions

by Tear_Drop :'( 1/6/2012

written by Tear_Drop :'(

Well I’m the youngest in my house. I’m 13 and everybody else like 2 , 3 , 5 , and 6 years older Â then me. My 15 year old sister that was there when I was getting sexually abused keeps taunting me about the sexual abused when I was little Â ! She making me feel even more bad about myself. I know I’m doing the wrong stuff like I was about to have sex with a 23 year old man. Well I need to slow down and stop everything I’m doing. Well my mom thinks I try to act like my big sister , with […]

1/6/2012 6 comments

Hard Lifee :'(

by Tear_Drop :'( 1/6/2012

written by Tear_Drop :'(

Well I get high everyday !!!. I’m only 13 so I should stop. Well my self-esteem is really low. Alot of people calls me pretty but i just don’t see it. The sexual abuse I went through really tore me down completely!!! Well when i get high , that’s when i be having sex but I be telling myself im going to quit doing the stuff Â im doing but when I smoke I feel happy , laugh more, and feel more prettier. Well everyone please give me advice

1/6/2012 3 comments

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