I’m back to square one.
Started to feel same shit again.
Mind hurts. It plays. Fuck. Shit.
Off I go! I’ll be radio silent this weekend.
I’ll be camping. Don’t panic if you don’t see me around for a few days. Because I won’t have internet access.
Be calm. Don’t panic.
HDS is camping.
Have started drinking beer because of course beer. It has a rooster on the label. I’m a light weight, so I’m already buzzed from one beer. Cheap date isn’t the word.
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You were very kind and composed something for me.
In return I present to you Cordless: Two Views.
Plus french horn, because of COURSE french horn.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BuCcMPKOy8c
Thank you for supporting so many of us here, even in your darkest moments.
feel free totally derail this post in the most disturbing ways possible. I’m headed off to bed.
HDS
Or Bettas.
Been messing with this damn thing for two days. I’m just going to post it.
HDS
Soco has been posting some really amazing commute pics.
HDS
Isn’t in funny how a lot of people on this site will ignore any post that even mentions drugs. Even though depression and addiction often go hand. Well here it goes, you’ve been warned!!
Cokecokecokecoke
Was that so bad huh? Well it’s been maybe 1-2 weeks of nonstop daily use, and honestly when that powder hits my nose I feel calm. You imagine a cokehead jumping up and down, meanwhile I’m nodding on it. I feel calm and for once that constant voice saying suicidesuicidesuicide is shut out by the voice saying cokecokecoke.
I guess recovery’s not going so well. Sorry for taking my anger out […]
Well I’ve had a migraine all day. Boohoo me right?
Here have something I just completed. I’m going to go pass the hell out.
This is the view from the sofa I camp out at most days. Little slice of HDS life.
Love Yourself
Be kind.
HDS
I’ve been messing with this damn thing all weekend until this song came on and I erased everything I was doing all wrong and just had at it. Just let go and had at it.
I hope it fits the bill.
Love yourself.
Be kind.
HDS
No idea why this fit the bill. But it does. Sorry you are struggling so much lately.
I’m off to bed where i am going to pass the hell out.
HDS out.
Thank you for the beautiful drawing from D.A. Feel free to share this on the artist page if you like. A homage to beauty. I see a sunrise where the artist sees shades of grey. Either is beauty.
I have been up until now working in realism, but really fantasy is my comfort zone some nights.
This is “the blush of dawn”.
Love yourself, be kind.
HDS
Love yourself.
Be kind.
HDS
A friend of mine is currently sitting on the beach at the Gulf. As he sits in the dark, he is wondering what this means. Where he is at in his life.
I say worry about that tomorrow, when the surf isn’t as mysterious and the reflections are gone.
Love yourself, be kind
HDS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTMjtEcQHls
Caught this pic this morning and had to paint it.
Love yourself, be kind.
HDS
Sometimes it isn’t farewell.
Love yourself, be kind.
HDS
Mozart composed this when he was 11. Wow.
I have a friend who is struggling and has gone radio silent. It makes me sad. But I understand the reasons for it even if it makes me introspective tonight. His favorite genre of music isn’t necessarily Mozart, or piano. He is more an electric guitar shredder of sorts. He is also one of the most amazing singers I have ever had the honor of hearing.
Still for some reason I thought of him when I listened to this.
Love yourself and be kind.
Especially you my friend, where […]
Good Morning everyone!
A little bit of hope this morning.
Thank you for holding my hand, those of you that don’t think you do, you might be the one that holds it the tightest.
HDS
Edit: and then THIS queued up. Got no explanation.
Thank you for letting me color in your profile pic.
Love yourself.
Be Kind.
HDS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UU9fCqnMlgU
The breeze smells of the last
Touch of daylight and you
Walked quietly towards a
Sunrise uniquely your own.
Comments are off. I’m OK.
Love yourself, be kind.
HDS
Truimphant
This was fun. thank you for the project.
HDS
Edit: I haven’t been commenting a lot. I’m still not totally ready to dive back into the site, although I want to and I am trying to contribute as much as I am able. It was a struggle to turn back on comments and I have found drawing for everyone here helps a lot too. I guess my drawings are an extension of my words since I don’t have a lot of them lately. […]
As promised Whiskered, hoping your day is gentle.
Love yourself, be kind to yourself.
HDS
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