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“Beware beware the forest of sin, none come out but many go in.”

by lilblues 8/22/2013

written by lilblues

I cant stop crying. Why has everything changed!

I’m back to this rotting heap that is my mind and body.

I wish my body were rotting, maybe then it wouldnt be so fat and gross.

New relationship? Â How can I have a good relationship with someone if I cant have one with myself.

I hate everything about this me.

I cant take a deep breath without tearing up,

I cant shower without a razor to my skin,

I cant sleep without dreaming of darkness and I cant smile without a stabbing pain within.

When did my life end and this nightmare begin?!

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8/22/2013 1 comment

Can’t change, won’t change? Not for much longer

by AllThingsMustPass 12/29/2012

written by AllThingsMustPass

I’ve tried turning my life round, but yet again I’ve failed. I keep trying to better myself but everything ends up being a false dawn of hope or another fuck up to add to the ever extending list. I’ve always been a bit melancholy but I love having a laugh. I want to be in love again but I can’t open up. People say that I sometimes come across as cocky or supremely confident, yet I’m actually shy and unsure of myself. I’m one huge contradiction. I can easily identify with those who say they wear a mask in front of others and hide what […]

12/29/2012 5 comments