I have a lot of things. I have a lot more than many people.  I am healthy, attractive, happily married, and just about to graduate from a great grad-school. I have everything to live for, but I every time when I turn around the corner, I see death calling me. I really cannot think about anything that I want bad enough to live for. Tonight I relapsed. I took a needle and pieced through my skin and my veins. For a brief moment I felt something. When I saw my blood oozing out of my arm, I felt maybe a brief moment of something.  I know exactly what […]
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im in 9th grade and theis friday we ware having a talent show. well get this. i was just in practes and we war 1 mesure (4 beets) off and we got kiked out becaus the ***** hates me and my friend! we had woked for about 3 months on a song calld bring me to life by evenecenc. three bloody months! the ***** oferd us our $10 back….how dous that compensate for time wasted i cold have ben working on my web page or sompthing i even made a fuking efort to stop cutting my self so i woldent freek out the liddel kids […]
Last week my husband came to see me so that we could talk. Well he came back the next day and then stayed the nite on friday nite. He had told me we were sole mates and would be together for the rest of our lives. I had to work on saturday so he went to help his mother with yard work. He sent me a text message staing he would be to my house after i got off work at 6. He then sent another text message about two hours later that asked me if i would be upset if he didnt come over […]
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