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hospitalized

Again

by hallowy 2/19/2016

written by hallowy

I am hospitalized again by my psychiatrist less then week after getting out . I guess suicide attempt is not easily forgotten even though they say it is for correction of medication.

Funny thing is that I actually feel it is simple to be in this mental hospital. You don’ t have to do anything here. Just be. Maybe my indifference about doing things is symptom of depression and also my new suicide plans but I don’t know. I am not sad or anything just indifferent.

Of course I have a psychologist here but I don’t have much to say to her. I’m not going to confess […]

2/19/2016 9 comments

Not sure what to do

by shatterediris 1/29/2016

written by shatterediris

Hello everyone, I’m new here.

I really don’t know where to start, there are so many things I wish I could tell people. I feel that this place can at least give me an opportunity to share these things with others, it may feel better. I do hope that this isn’t viewed as whiny or awkward, and I’m sorry if I upset anybody. Also I guess I should warn that may go into shallow detail about self harm…. ((frequency and desires)not sure if that’s something I should warn about at the top of the post or not)

So mostly I just sort of want to tell somebody […]

1/29/2016 11 comments

What do I do?

by dreamsinwhichimdying 1/17/2015

written by dreamsinwhichimdying

The people on this site are really nice, but when you have a problem, that when you tell someone, no matter how nice they are, they will judge you in disgust and hate you, what do you do? If someone found out, I’d be immediately hospitalized and possibly arrested. I am so scared of being hospitalized again. I was hospitalized once a couple years ago from midnight to 4:30 AM. Worst few hours of my life. Also, I wouldn’t want my family to get upset over this, because I’d just be the family problem again, and if they knew, they’d hate me too. It’s not […]

1/17/2015 4 comments

mr.ken keasey

by cathy arsis 12/28/2014

written by cathy arsis

I have been trying to walk up to the fact that i need to be hospitalized for awhile……i’ve even parked in front of huntsville hospital and walked half way in before turning around…..about to try again tonight

12/28/2014 3 comments

I have no idea what to do… I’m scared

by Starr_Crys 11/23/2014

written by Starr_Crys

So… My grandmother(current guardian) took me shopping today. Nothing out of the ordinary for a Sunday. We started arguing, also very typical. She said the friend I’ve just recently started hanging out with, Sarah, would leave me when she found out I cut and I’ve been hospitalized for it. I let her know that her and her parents both know. I’ve had in-depth conversations with her mom about it, because she’s been hospitalized as well, for depression. But then my grandma said that everyone that I hang around cuts themselves, and that I’m the reason they do it. As she was going into the dollar […]

11/23/2014 7 comments

I can’t stop hurting.

by someone_else_pls 6/19/2014

written by someone_else_pls

Hi, I’ve been in pain my whole life. I’ve been treated for depression since I was 11 (I’m in my early 40’s). I’ve tried every antidepressant and combinations (don’t tell me I haven’t, I’ve been a nurse for over 20 years, I understand the pharmaceutical interventions available) as well as behavioral and cognitive therapy, nothing works. In October of 2012 I injured my back severely because my wife asked me to lift her. I was on opanna, dilaudid, Percocet, etc. Nothing helped. I saw multiple surgeons, physical therapy, epidural blocks, and a chiropractor but nothing helped. The opiates affected my sexual performance.

My wife of 15 […]

6/19/2014 4 comments

Wondering what its like…

by Brokengirl79 6/15/2014

written by Brokengirl79

As it gets closer to time I’m wondering what it will be like. Will there be pain? Will I feel life leaving my body? Will I be asleep? Will I be afraid? Will I fail? If I fail what’s going to happen? Will I be hospitalized? Psych hold? What method will I try next if the pills fail me? My brain is busy processing all these questions. Has anyone attempted before that is willing to share your experience?

6/15/2014 6 comments