You know when somebody says “You shouldn’t be around people who make you unhappy.” There’s only one person that makes me unhappy, and that’s my mom. The worst part is I am forced to be around her. She is emotionally abusive and she claims that she has never said anything bad to me. She says I’m a *****, a drama queen, that I’m crazy, and she hopes I run away. She is the reason i cry so much. I’ve suffered from depression since I was 8, and my mom has always belittled me about it. My older brother at the age of 7 had a […]
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Hostility
It’s too late to say sorry. It’s too late to come clean. It’s too late to come back. It’s too late to be a “friend”. It’s too late.
You had a lot of chances. I rooted for you. You let me down and I’m ok with that.
I’m not ok with my life. I am not ok with having suffered as a result of my choices that were made while trying desperately to improve my circumstances. I am not ok for suffering and hurting for helping others. I am not ok with people who are mean-spirited, vile, and empty making my life miserable even though I try […]
Please, Universe help me find a place that is appropriate for my healing. Please, i know this place exist. And i just need to find it. I can have peace of mind, heart, spirit, body. I can heal. I just have to get away from hostility. I know this is possible.Â
Almost all my energy has been spent. I traveled thousands of miles two days ago, thinking that i would find a place that wasnt hostile towards me. I hope that my plan works This has to work. If this doesnt work, i dont i am going to run out of options. I need to find […]