Nothing that out of the usual I guess, but today I swear to god was the worst I’ve had in a long fuckin’ while. If you are a parent and think it’s okay to tell your kid who they can and cannot date and how to live their life, then fuck you. Apparently my mother thinks it’s okay to boss me around and bash my decisions in life. WELL FUCK THAT. FUCK HER. FUCK EVERYTHING. If I really wanna smoke, then I’ll fuckin’ smoke. If I wanna date him or her, then I’ll fuckin’ date him or her. YOU WILL NOT TELL ME HOW TO […]
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i want to kill myself
I really just don’t see a reason to keep on going. There is absolutely no meaning to my life, I just feel so pointless. It’s so hard to get out of bed now, I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to eat. I just want to stop being because it’s gotten so hard to drag my feet. I feel like I’m carrying a thousand tons on my back. I keep dropping things but the weight keeps growing heavier and heavier. I can’t seem to find a way to lighten my steps. I drop pound after pound but I still feel so heavy. […]
So this is my first story here…
I’m 20 years old and have been thinking about suicide since I was about 7
(yes, for real)
Thing is, back then, I was also happy… The biggest problems I had were
“my brother ate my chocolate” and so on… And well, now, with getting older, encountering other *more severe* problems in life, they still don’t get to me in a way that I would want to kill myself because of them. As said in the title, I’m a quite happy person.
But in all these years, all this time, there is a constant need to end it all…
My urge to […]
Long story short, i am a 21 yr old lost nigga. Worthless, Raised and grew up Merely-fair .. did not suffer with any other crazy shit in my life. but it seems as if life is always a figurative climax. u bust your ass only to get a 2 second orgasm and even that itself is shit… Today me and my dad surprisingly had some argument, he gets my mom involved and they start talking shit.. i was always a low down depressed suicidal nigga and i always wanted and needed to off myself… i have history with drugs recreationally. but had i knew shit […]