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Insecurity

So lonely (Kind of vent?)

by Koiffee 5/22/2016

written by Koiffee

So…this is my first post I guess?

I’m sorry If I’m going against any of the rules accidentally? I read them but I’m rlly insecure about writing

Oh well

Anyway just…

How can it seem like I’m finally getting out of the rabbit hole..I see a slight beam of light in the distance…

And it turns out to just be an illusion. Everything comes crushing down again, if not even worse.

I feel so lonely and just…done.

I don’t want to be here anymore. I really don’t.

I have the pills…I’m just scared I will be found and then not die and be left with brain damage?

Why can’t I leave alltogether and peacefully…without […]

5/22/2016 7 comments

Me

by brokenprincessteen 8/12/2014

written by brokenprincessteen

She smiles through a thousand tears,

and harbors adolescent fears.

she dreams of all that she can never be;

she wades in insecurity

and hides herself

me.

8/12/2014 2 comments

I’ve been considering suicide for a long time.

by jessvhp 3/12/2014

written by jessvhp

Hello. I’m jess. I’m fourteen years old, and I’ve gone crazy.

I found this site when I was looking for ways to commit suicide. I thought it would be nice to finally talk to someone, and explain my madness to them.

I’m going to list all the reasons why I want to end my life.

1. I live in a country that’s incredibly corrupt. I don’t see a future for me, and we’re going through so much pain right now… that I want to end it. I’m filled with rage.

2. I know I’m young, but I’ve done things I shouldn’t have and my anxiety is killing me because […]

3/12/2014 5 comments

Afterlife?

by smash2204 1/7/2014

written by smash2204

Belief in any kind of afterlife, whether its in heaven/hell or reincarnation, i think is only because those people can’t accept death for what it is. it hides their biggest insecurity and fear of death for themselves or loved ones.

1/7/2014 1 comment

I’ll just leave this here. sometimes I get tired of talking alone.

by fsl 8/2/2013

written by fsl

8/2/2013 1 comment

College sucked

by telly34 5/21/2013

written by telly34

It helps to talk on here about my bad experience at college. Not only was the bullying embarrassing, but what hurt even more is how my father bullied me and his unrealistic, amoral, and unethical definitions of success. I hated that year of my life and I hated being psychologically bullied.

I feel like at college, I was a completely different person than I was at the amusement park. At the amusement park, I moved out of my parents’ house and said “This is my thing that I have looked forward to all my life. I want to be here and I am going to make […]

5/21/2013 2 comments

Listen

by WhoAmI 3/15/2013

written by WhoAmI

Insecurity is a part of our lives. Itâ€™s what strikes the fear of rejection into us. Insecurity is something that drives us to perfect ourselves, so we can â€œfit in.â€ Weâ€™re scared of rejection and just want to be able to fit in. Butâ€¦ So many people, so many guys and girls alike are judged on their appearance, and personality. It hurts to get judged. Rejection hurts, being an outcast because youâ€™re not as pretty as someone you know.. hurts. There is one thing you have to always remember though, people who see only the ugly in others, do so because they don’t want to […]

3/15/2013 4 comments

you’re beautiful.!

by givingup_ 3/14/2013

written by givingup_

Insecurity is a part of our lives. It’s what strikes the fear of rejection into us. Insecurity is something that drives us to perfect ourselves, so we can “fit in.” We’re scared of rejection and just want to be able to fit in. But… So many people, so many guys and girls alike are judged on their appearance, and personality. It hurts to get judged Rejection hurts, being an outcast because you’re not as pretty as someone you know.. It hurts. There is one thing you have to always remember though, you are perfect just the way you are, with every flaw you have. Anyone […]

3/14/2013 1 comment

How Society Works ._.

by trollingxxninja 1/20/2013

written by trollingxxninja

Me: I cut
Society: Attention seeker
Me: Im ugly
Society: Attention seeker
Me: Im pretty
Society: Concietted bÂ¡tch
Me: *commits suicide*
Society: Its a shame. They were so beautiful.

I just honestly dont get it. Whats wrong with society now a days?

“You wanna know whats ugly? Society, insecurity, and judgment. Wanna know whats not? Read my first word.” ~Anonymous

1/20/2013 5 comments

My Room

by JustTooLate 1/9/2013

written by JustTooLate

Deafening echoes reverberate off the walls.
Walls painted black by years of neglect.
WallsÂ forming a very small room.
With a floor made of long-lost dreams and aspirations.
No door.
No window.
No light.
Beautiful.

In the center of the room, I sit.
Unable to think clearly.
Why is it so loud?
I only need a moment of peace.
What I wouldn’t give for a moment of peace.
Unable to open my eyes, for fear of what I might see.
And when I finally muster the courage, I wish that I hadn’t.

Filth.
That’s all I see around me.
People living meaningless lives.
Blissfully ignorant.
Secure in their […]

1/9/2013 0 comment

single because of insecurities?

by Painman 9/3/2012

written by Painman

Hey I think Ive realised that maybe I am single because of insecurities, Ive been on the sick a long time for depression and neurolical problems, have a big drug history and Ive lived quite a painful life that maybe i think is just different to what women are looking for. maybe I try to give a different impression but it ends up making me look like a twat, only really on line , but I think inÂ other ways not on the netÂ its also hampering my chances ofÂ findingÂ someone. If someone does like me in real life I usually either miss my opportunity or pullÂ […]

9/3/2012 5 comments

People

by Melissa Mendoza 6/17/2012

written by Melissa Mendoza

I Hate Being Around People. All I Ever Whant To Do Is Be By Myself Because It Seems Easyer That Wayy,I Have THE BIGGEST Insecurity Issue. I Cant Sleep At Night And when I Do I Feel Like I Didnt Even Sleep,I Am So Confused. I Always Feel Sad, I Get Irritated Really Really Quick Sometimes With Out Reason,I Feel Extremly Fat, I Dont Understand Myself,I Get No Point To Anything, And I Dont Know How To Find Myself Because I Dont Even Kno Who I am..

6/17/2012 4 comments

Wondering What You’ll All Think of This…

by NotReallyHereAtAll 3/19/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

What happened to us? What happened to the world? Why is this site filled with Â so many of us technically healthy people trying to destroy ourselves?

But do we blame the world? Or do we blame ourselves? Am I depressed thanks to unbalanced serotonin? Am I suicidal because depression’s genetic and mine is confusing? Do we blame science? Do we blame society? Do we blame each other? Is it the fault 0f previous generations? Did our parents feel this way? Is it normal for a teenager to feel tired of living?

So many questions surround this topic, and it seems to me that the core question of […]

3/19/2012 8 comments