I don’t know how long I can keep doing this for. I had planned my suicide for last Tuesday but I got really drunk on Monday and told my auntie so my mum took me to hospital. Now everyone’s pretending like it didn’t happen. I have my exams in less than a week and it’s just another insignificant thing on top of everything else. Although it isn’t a priority teachers and college in general are making me feel lazy and stupid. I wish I could just end it now, go to sleep and never wake it. I’m not scared or upset that I want to die anymore, […]
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Insignificance
I have been hiding how I feel for so long, it’s overwhelming I put on a persona go through life as a stable person but it’s all lie. I would love to cut myself and tear a hole through my chest. How stupid are people do they think those jokes are funny, it’s a cry for help how ignorant can everybody be, it’s a mask y can’t anybody see through it. When I try to tell my wife she doesn’t understand, what could I possibly be deppresed about, how about the insignificance of the human life there is no other purpose rather than to die… […]