i am the cause of my pain..
i have a history of suicidal attempts, everyday i try to fight to survive , hoping one day it will be better soon, my family and my friends they don’t know im dying inside.. and then i met her. i met her at my worst. she lifted up my spirit each day i am with her. she loved me despite of my difficulties, my dramas, my sarcasm, my ego and craziness and stubborness.. but each day that my love grew for her, the more i fell in love with her, the more im ruining the relationship. The more i […]