yes im gay or as you like to say fag.. queer… fuity… lesbo… sick…. twisted… freak…… it’s who I am! im sick of everyone tellking jokes bashing me behind my back! im sick off crying and hiding from you sick people! you have ruind my life I havent gone a week without crying and cutting because of the things you say. Iv even swiched schools to get away from it all but it still all follows me. I’m reddy to end it all i’m running out of options…. I’m just going to end it i have nothing to live for anymore the only person i […]
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I’m not too sure what to do anymore. Nights are the worst for this constant depression, days aren’t too bad because if i’m at work I don’t have time to think about them. I have to wear long sleeves at work though, weather it be hot or cold out just because  my scars and cuts make me a little insecure. But that’s not bad. Just lately, it’s been getting worse. I do NOT want to kill myself. I mean, I think it would just make all the pain go away but i want to see what live has to show me. I’ve been thinking lately […]
So is been like a week that i told one of my friends that i liked her, but she just don’t like me, is been 2 years that i can’t find someone, and my heart keeps saying that i NEED someone, i don’t have much facts to being depressed, i’m friend to anyone of my grade, the nerds, populars anyone, but now… everything just seems so far away, i keep smiling, keep doing jokes, but inside i just want to cut myself, i tried alredy, i cut it… not deep because i was in classes, i just need one person to listen me, when i […]
I smile during pictures. I smile ’cause I can. I smile when my best friend Becca, takes my hand. I smile when I see you, because thats what is polite. I smile during the day. But I don’t smile during night. I step off the bus, and head to the house. I say “Thanks for the ride” and look down on my phone, more drama has arouse. I close the door slowly, hearing it creak. The hardwood floor echoes my sobs and my shreaks. I am not happy with my looks or my smile, they made me insecure. I question life for a while. I am […]
and if I had a gun, I would have already pulled the fucking trigger. bam. gone, no more pain. no more tears. no more letting people down. let me just make it easier for the rest of the world.
everyone makes fun of me. everyone leaves me. everyone hates me but loves my jokes. and no one understands my pain. or my tears. and they wonder why I want to be dead.
1. A man lived by the sewer
And by the sewer he died,
And at the coroners inquest
They called it Sewer-side
2. Captain John Suez was a famous soldier in Afghanistan. He was an expert shot, a great leader and fantastic motivator of his men. He was so famous that he was recognized by the locals and the enemy alike.
One day, Suez had 2 Taliban snippers pinned down behind a wall. One of them said, “Lets make a run a run for it.†The other shook his head and said,†No way! That’s Suez.Hide.â€
3. Joey and Mary lived in a little old […]
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